When I first decided to get a sex doll, I had many expectations. I envisioned a highly realistic, almost human-like companion that would fulfill my fantasies and provide comfort. I imagined it as a simple solution to loneliness, with minimal effort needed to enjoy it. However, the reality was quite different. The doll was indeed realistic, but handling her required patience and care. Setting her up, maintaining her, and understanding her features took time and effort. The experience itself was more nuanced than I expected—there was a gentle, almost meditative quality to the process, which I hadn’t anticipated. I also realized that the physical sensations, while gratifying, are just one part of the experience; emotional and psychological aspects are equally important. Ultimately, my expectations were somewhat idealized, but the reality offered a richer, more complex understanding of intimacy, self-care, and the importance of patience. This journey taught me to approach such experiences with an open mind and realistic expectations, making my first encounter more meaningful and rewarding.